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IRANDear Nari,
Just to be totally clear, the concept of the Infinite I is something I came up with because "consciousness" and "higher power" didn't work for me. But since the Infinite I is outside our hologram, we have no way of knowing for sure what it is or how it works. My first "guess" is that the Infinite I is infinite and therefore eternal, so IT would never "die." My next guess would be that it would have lots of choices when I die, like creating another Player, taking a break for a while, or even deciding it was finished with the Human Game. But we'll never know for sure.
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North CarolinaDear Christine,
Thanks for the update, and well done!
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Thank you VERY much for giving us your perspective, which I hope Christine will take to heart, although it is applicable to all of us. Sometimes I can forget how difficult it was for me and could be for others. I think the key is "the only way out is the way through." (Virgil, Shakespeare and Robert Frost all said that, I believe, and L. Ron Hubbard "borrowed" it as well.)
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North CarolinaDear Christine,
I can see a LOT of beliefs in this email which you have apparently not addressed with The Process and Spiritual Autolysis. You say you do not want to do more spiritual autolysis. That, of course, is your choice. And you are making a good decision to "ditch all the scouts and find out for myself." I tell you in my book to kill me ("Kill the Buddha") at any time, and now it looks like your time to do it.
I will give you one warning, however. You say "I am in a hurry. I am pissed. This is such a slow process." If you do not process those beliefs and do Spiritual Autolysis on that judgment, you will make things much more difficult from now on. Imagine a caterpillar who decides not to continue the transformation into a butterfly once it's started.
I told you in the very beginning of my book that "If you keep reading, there will come a point where there’s no turning back. In a way, switching metaphors, it will be like climbing Mt. Everest. The journey can be very difficult, physically and emotionally; and it takes a while." It sounds like you have long since passed the point of no return. YOU made the choice to begin the transformation, so be very careful what steps you take next.
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CaliforniaDear Randall,
This quote triggered my favorite issue - the fear of non-existence after we die, and what lengths we have gone as Players to try to deny it through various religions. And yes, the (incorrect) belief that there is an afterlife is based on pure vanity. Thanks for the quote.
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WashingtonRight on, Tom.